very suay. damn suay. fcuking suay. i don't know what happened to my hotmail account. now i can't read emails, send emails nor login to my account. i have to abandon my account and sign up for another one. like wtf? i hate to think for new emails and urls and sttuffs. !@#$%^&*( zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Monday, November 02, 2009 10:38 PM
3.2 is damn busy and damn boring. nothing interesting in school. i only hope for every friday to arrive soon cos boyf would be booking out. and then i could leave bags of troubles and what not at the back of my mind and be merry with him. but come sunday night i'm all alone again. but never mind! four days will pass very fast!
in the meantime i shall work hard on my final year project. working hard is still not enough. i have to work extra and extra and extra harder. it doesn't seem to be that easy as i thought.
give me strength! give me power! give me luck! :D
First Day Monday, October 19, 2009 8:30 PM
first day of school on a first monday of the first week of semester two. very very sian. super super sian. tutorials without xiaowei and shirley. but i can study better without them. hahahaha! no more distractions.
very sad. never watched any good movies. first it was surrogates. then it was fame. highly recommended by shirley's brother. but it got on my nerves when i was halfway in the movie. i felt like walking out of the cinema but waste my six dollars. so i tolerate with those boring lines and continue to wait for the movie to end. and then it was 500 days of summer. xiaowei and shirley said it was nice. but not as nice as i expected it to be.
major project due in like five more weeks. urgh!
"if i sing you a song, would you sing along?"
Sunday, October 18, 2009 2:05 PM
i'm a noob in lj. thus you're seeing me back here, again. how fast how fast! school's starting tomorrow. but there's still many many things i've yet to do. shit shitty shit! our class has been split and i'm all alone without my two lovely girls! but thank god there's still mingfeng! :D hope everything turns out fine tomorrow!
It's Not Any MoodSwings Saturday, October 17, 2009 2:06 AM
as the title suggests, i'm not feeling sad becos of PMS or moodswings. perhaps i was too much of a perfectionist. i wanted everything to be perfect and hoped everything would turn out to be the way i want it to be. but many a times in life, things don't always go the way you want it to be. the higher your expectations, the greater the sense of loss when you doesn't achieve it. i want to be happy, not just appear to be happy. perhaps i'm just a novice in this field. other's are a bed of roses while mine is full of pricks.
maybe i just needed a little htht in this quiet night to put me to sleep.
UPDATES!!! Tuesday, September 29, 2009 10:59 PM
HELLOOOOOO!!! :D been away from blogging for quite some time. many many things but very little time. many activities many things happened many overdue phots.
finally ended attachment at siemens. and i didn't actually feel very happy about it ending. for quite some time i did felt quite lost. not getting up early in the morning and meeting shirley almost everyday for like ten hours a day.
OUR BOSS!!!
multi-racial colleagues :)(:
had plenty of activities with xiaowei and shirley after that. we went to sentosa for 4D rides, we had sushi buffet, we went to the night safari, had picnic at marina barrage and we even fly kites!
there's also birthday celebration for boyf.
i decorate one okkkkkkk. even though it doesn't look appealing.
got his name some more okkkkkk
i wish i wish peixian will be mine forever!!! wakakakakaka!
don't cry don't try i know you're toucheddddd
and i miss my momo....
was working at orchard hotel for the mid autumn festival. but quitted after few weeks. bad management and bad people there :/
failed my driving test on friday. and i received xiaowei's text on saturday. i was still very very sad and was brooding over my driving test. but when i saw her text, i feel that failing it was so so so insignificant compared to kim wee's death. sometimes we get angry and sad over small little things. but we did not widen our vision and look at other things which are more worthwhile. went to his wake yesterday and bidded him goodbye for the one last time. people said the end is the start of a new beginning. hope he could find a new start no matter where he is.
- RIP
Tuesday, August 11, 2009 8:41 PM
late night friday movie with xiaowei and shirley. watched orphan and it was damn scary. i even had to cover my whole face with my cardigan during some scenes. thrilling and nice. we're so scared that we don't even dare to go home. sms-ed each other when we reached home to ensure our safety. hahaha.
went town with soldier on saturday and we saw adam chen at ion. oh my god he's freaking hot and handsome. just a lil short. never knew ion has got basement with the affordable shops there. waited for the rest to reach and went for movies! up is damn nice and funny. and its got a touching story. :D
stayed home on national day. last year this day, someone made me wait and have my heart broken real bad. but this year this day, i'm contented to have found my soldier. :D
i hate blogger. can't post pictures. can't edit text. eeeeeeyeeeeer!
Thursday, August 06, 2009 9:06 PM
it was hilarious. me and shirley are being kicked away from one place to another. hahahaha! i shan't elaborate much on it cos its nothing nice to brag about. rofl.
last saturday out with momo. during the train journey i nearly fainted on the train. the cabin was cold but i'm sweating like a pig. my face was as pale as white paper and i can feel that the world is turning. i felt like vomiting but nothing comes out from my stomach. then we went for dinner at pastamania. i only ate a few mouths and i left it lying on the table. come to think of it now, it's such a waste. anyway i got alot better after eating some sour stuffs and we shooooooopppppeeedd!!! bought a lot of stuffs and i'm so hiappy! and two more tops from momo which she bought from macau. :DDD
site visit yesterday and it was tired, but it was a eye opening experience. up to the building and to many parts of the hotel. even to the roof which i had to climb up and climb down. and xiaowei is going to visit the casino soon, which is so nice. (((:
- two more days and soldier will be back. oh yay yes man!
Friday, July 24, 2009 8:51 PM
not a nice week. not a very happy week. a very sian week. but it's all ending soon. tomorrow would be better. :D
xoxo
:)(:
Sunday, July 12, 2009 10:50 PM
overdue photos!!! the HUGE icecreeam that i talked about. i think i won't go there for their icecream for at least three months. it's really scary. stuffing endless mouths of icecream like there's no tomorrow.
delicious! but too much is not good :D
we're the best candidates for the transformers ambassador
my love - MOMO
(((:
my soldier! he looks fierce but he is cute.
* rolls eyes *
forgive my way of posing. looks totally unglam.
i don't know why people nowadays enjoy jump shot so much. like seriously.
i didn't had a good start yesterday. sometimes words could actually affect me and ruin my mood and spoil my day. but no worries! i'm a hiappy person! went for 4B class gathering. expecting a whole lot of people but only a few turned up. that's very sad. photos in random order. hahaha.
hello hello.
freddy's on the line.
i can't hear you, can you speak a bit louder?
prison break
i'm adjusting my shades cos freddy's too hot for me.
hi martian.
xueyuan aka chee cheong fun.
my IT consultant.
see see. jump shots are so IN now man. hahahah.
my parents.
after that i left the group and headed down to city hall to meet soldier. time flies. one month with him. :D supposed to see the fireworks but ended up getting drenched in the rain. then off to plaza singaoura for movie. ice age 3 is funny and nice! just like me! :D
i decorate one okkkkkkk. even though it doesn't look appealing. 
my soldier! he looks fierce but he is cute. 
