argh! went online to find photos of LJK.
went through about one hour. cant find a suitable wan.
and when i found it and wanted to send to eric, the sending process somehow stucked.
everything is going against me.
until now then i remember i got a dream yesterday.
it seems so real.
that i got a shock.
i thought it was real thing happening to me.
i feel so fortunate.
but when i open my eyes, i returned to the reality.
that harsh reality.