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Thursday, May 10, 2007 5:10 pm

i'm feeling not-very-okay now.
i'm being very emotional now.
i'm sad depressed and urgh!
thousands of things are running through my mind right now.
i can't stop thinking.
things are getting out of control.
where has the peixian gone to?
the peixian who's always happy go lucky?
i guess that as you grow bigger, you'll think more.
and you'll become more stress out and you freak out more than anyone.

going school seems like a torture to me.
i duno why.
today during lesson, i suddenly miss 2d so much.
i miss it so much.
having picnic during history lessons.
mr low throwing desks and chairs out.
and the metre rule getting shorter and shorter.
i know i shouldnt be living in the past.
i should be forward looking.
but, it's easier said than done.
you know?
but, they will be my wonderful memories which i will keep until i step into the coffin.
i will never forget them.

jane is in love with someone she can't possibly have.
there's this song that goes " you can never fall in love with a hunk"
but she wants to be loved.
she wants to be someone's precious.
to be pampered.