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Friday, June 08, 2007 10:33 pm

i thot i can do whatever i like when my papa and mama is not around in the house for 4 days. on the first day i played computer games until 3 in the midnight. but today, i have no mood for maple. i miss my papa and mama terribly. i cried half way during maple. i duno why. i suddenly miss them. its only the second day. the feeling is weird, without the 2 of them nagging and yakking around in the house.

and tomorrow i had to go for work from 12-8. who is there to take care of my sister? i'm worried. she alone in the house. will she be hungry and there's no one to cook for her? did she drink enough water as what my mom told her to? did she played too much computer games that she forgets the time? oh my god. i'm feeling so terrible. i have never felt so terrible before. i feel like crying again.

maybe i'm too 'care' for my sister, as what sophia said. she said i should let her be independent. but i can't. me myself isnt independent by nature. so is my sis the same as me or is she the other way round?

i'm having terrible and serious monday blues. no, should be friday blues. when there are too many things bottled up inside, one may explode one day. you know?