again i watched a millionaire's first love. it's such a nice movie. i watched it almost everyday. and as usual, salty liquid will roll down. i think crying is one way for me to unwind. i cry and cry like there's no tomorrow. the song playing now keeps going " fly away fly away" and this makes me wanna cry even more. korean dramas and movies have this effect on people - makes people cry until their tears dry up or having their mucus running out of supply.

the day is long and its getting boring. i've got no money to go out and also the fact that nobody asked me out.

i'm goingto try download songs from the internet, whether it's legal or not. because i am sick of the songs playing inside my mp3. save me or bail me if you see me getting caught okay?