guess who is this? can you all see clearly how he look like? maybe he's to black to be seen. heh heh. he is one drop dead gorgeous. haha. i think he would be shocked out of his life to see his photo here. he is the guy i've been carrying a torch for for nearly 4 years. haha. come to think of it now, i seemed to be so silly last time. i can do all sorts of stupid things for him. even my frens think i'm insane. they say i am crazy and why would i fall in love with this kinda guy? stupid things i did, come to think of it, it's really silly and funny and memorable.
the first time i called him. i called him on the phone saying that i'm from some organization recruiting people who are talented. haha! and he believed it. after few hours i called back again and told him actually i was the one who prank called him. and he did not know my existence back then when i told him who i am.
during lessons i would peep out of the window to see if he is in his class. ( cos he can be view whenever i look out of the window ) and when i see him i would jump and laugh like nobody's business and people would think i am siao. but thats alright. everytime morning run i would run round the school just to find if he's running too and just run behind him. but he is a fast runner, so fast that i couldn't catch up. i would detour just to look at him for that mili second. i would find a spot in the canteen where i can see him. i went for almost every choir practice because he's also from the choir. after he graduated, i stopped going for choir becos i think there isnt any meaning. haha, stupid hor. if he reads this i think he would be shock to find a stalker stalking him.
i bought his birthday present almost three months in advance and kept it at home until i saw dust on it. then i folded many stars using straws, hoping that would be his next birthday present, but will never get a chance to give him. and i even bought a very expensive bottle to keep the stars. i wanted to fold 999 stars. but when the 999 stars get into the bottle, its too little and i keep folding until i lost count. the stars never get to him and now i use the expensive bottle as a piggy bank. what a waste yeah. i called to wish him happy birthday and after i hung up, i started crying. until my eyes turned puffy and people start asking me why.
when i got a birthday card from him i cried at the instant the card got on my hand. i duno why. i think i am possessed. i was so damn happy even though it's just a card. it's just a card that my friends requested him to write for me, just to make me happy on my birthday. and i also bought him a card which cost like 7$. the most expensive card that i'll ever buy.
i wonder if he'll be using the mug i gave him. or would he just dump it anywhere? or worst, could that mug landed inside the rubbish chute? or has the mug disintegrate liao?
everytime when his name popped up at the bottom right hand side of my computer screen, i would get a heart attack and i would stare at the screen for minutes. without me noticing it until somebody call out for me. every little thing that he do would give me an heart attack.
