WEEOWEE~
today's the last day of the year 2OO7. so what have i done so far this year. not very far not very near. this year has passed way too fast. getting Olevel results in february and then blink blink! this year gonna end. i still remember me and sophia went straight to work after we got our results. rofl. then comes april, we had this class chalet going on. people going to different classes after spending two years together. i really miss those days. even when we talked about it now, it just feels like yesterday. i'll never forget two'dee. never ever in my life. and the most miraculous thing is that ive found my dearest during the chalet. people walk in and out of your life everyday. but who are the ones who will stay and last? some may be always by your side but they seemed so doubtful. why do i sound so old?
april marks the beginning of the horror! went into a new environment with new people and new things. before i get into my new school, i would daydream about how nice it would be to go into a all new environment, meeting new people and etc. but the reality is completely different! totally opposite! those who knows me inside out will know i did not enjoy life in tp. oh shucks! sometimes (most of the time) i really dread going to school, seriously. everyday i would pray that time will tick as fast as it could. one day as if one year you know. but thank god i still have those kuku frens to cheer me up when i'm really down. w/o them i think i will go buang. no lie. haha! i still remember me and sophia going for squash trials. peixian going for squash? haha! all my friends told me not to get squash by the balls and i shall be happy. i did not get in, as expected. ahah! not because i failed their trials or what. its because i absent myself on the next trials. why must they get 2 trials? haha! having to cope with facom and esfac and those so-physics-and-so-boyish subjects also gave me nightmares because i don't have any physics background. and having to memorising all the rebus notes. haha! thanks to calvinaw we managed to pass. not forgetting wrtoral. mannar can cook. fun eh?
and i realised this year i ate a hell lot of tau huay. all sorts of different flavours tau huay. this year is it tau huay season? and ah! ive never touch durian this year! i miss durian! and ive been going to ktv too often. but if i don go now, there wont be any next time cos from what momo said, her brother is going to say byebye to the ktv soon. and i have to confess i did so so so many bad things this year. ive been using my sister's ez-link card when i take train because she is still a secondary student compared to me. her fare is always 0.45$ regardless of the distance. and ive been laughing at people when i have nothing to do and those people seems so kelian because ive been laughing at them behind their back. not only that i gave people nicknames so they wouldnt have a clue when we badmouthed about them. aw i sound like a bitch man. ive been sending stupid messages to dang-ou and i lied to him. ive been feigning sick whenever i dont feel like going school and i have to lie to the black doctor and tell him tales when he knew that i wasnt sick at all. ive been a racist and everytime i reach little india or potong pasir ill start shrugging.
i love my mother i love my father i love my sister i love momo i love kiki i love ang i love sopranos i love those kukus i love nat ho i love swimming even though i can only float on water i still love daydream in the morning and at night i love tiger and i love everybody who loves ME!
2OO8 would be better!
i shall stop whining
i must try to get shorter
i must slim down (MUST)
i must treat people nicer and stop giving people nicknames and laugh at them behind their back
i shall try to like my school, and my class
i must learn to be more clever to prevent those kukus from cheating me with ba chor and cat's blood and other what not that their little brain can think of
have a great year ahead (eeeeeeeeeeeyer. so obiang)
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飞机已离开机场
你选择了前往你的方向
不再迷惘 忘了我们爱的过往
忘了我给你的伤 学会坚强
从前的我不懂你牺牲多大
为我失去朋友不讲
还放弃了所有梦想
觉得没怎样
不会将心比心去想
让你慢慢慢慢失去了希望
能不能夠再给我机会好好的爱你
我会仔细的聆听
你对我说的一言一语
我会学会去控制脾气不让你伤心
对你好好的去珍惜
请你相信我的心还是爱你
