first day of the week! YAY! hcde lesson was usual. after that was psps. hohoho! have some sort of team building games. and then we played this stupid and bo-liao ball passing game for like one hour. imagine throwing a small little yellow ball here and there for one hour. ball started throwing with dawn. and she kept saying shirley's name. i think at least got 20 times. haha! i felt like going back to primary school where we played all these team building games. how time flies. soon i'm going to start my second year in poly. why is it that everytime i see you, you will see me in the same attire! oh my gawd. why why why! LOL. 3 times he saw me wearing the same shirt and the same short and the same shoe liao. oh gawd. at that instant i feel like digging a hole and squeeze inside(if i can).
wHaT dO yOu ThInK? hAhA! lAsT tImE i UsEd To TyPe WoRdS lIkE tHiS eVeN tHoUgH iT wOuLd TaKe Me AgEs To CoMpLeTe OnE sEnTeNcE. aNd NoW i ReAlIsE mY hAnD iS aChInG lIkE hElL tYpInG iN tHiS mAnNeR. yOu HaVe To PrEsS sHiFt HeRe AnD tHeRe. eeeeeeeeyer. shall not continue to type in that manner. if not tomorrow my left hand will be paralysed. =D
someone asked me if i'm feeling alright. do i look like i'm not alright? =D he said i looked down. oh well. it definitely feels nice when someone is showing concern for you. =D but sometimes i really wonder. even me myself cannot understand whats going on my mind. someone asked me how am i doing in my new school. i wanted to be in that part of my class. but i cant figure out why i just cant fit in. someone said i should take the initiative and mix around if not i would be terrible. it takes two hands to clap, he said. i need someone to talk to. i am not feeling/being emo. like what someone said, the problem would stay stagnant if you dont face it. is it how i'm going to spend my time? what he said makes alot of sense and makes me do alot of thinking.