i'm a random person, for those who do not know. in the middle of the night i feel like having orange juice. so i took 10 oranges from the basket and squeeze all the juice out from them. 10 oranges for one person is HUGE. -___- after drinking i feel BLOATED and abit not right. the orange is sour. ))))): my stomach feels sour now. ))))):
first week of school and there's like many projects waiting for us. lecture notes are so thick, as thick as those thick toasts you eat @ toastbox. not funny i know. fdm meeting today. well well fdm camp is coming up. i've been fooled by so so many people everyday. they have this convincing look on their face when talking to me, and i believed them! all my friends knew they were lying blatantly except for me, i believed them as those they're teachers you know.
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anyone has cure for this illness? please don't tell me i'm hopeless or cure-less. pleeeease. LOL!
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how come? how did i end up like this? does the problem lies with me? it's not like this in the past. everything is the total opposite of last time. i'm never like this before. is this retribution? what comes around goes around? all these please end soon, please. it's not easy to put on a brave front like this. i wonder how long can i hold on. being pushed around, the feeling ain't good i tell you. anticipated for so long, yet this is what i experienced. different people perceive me differently.
-look at peixian from another angle.
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