i felt like a sinner. i'm sorry to have made you feel wronged and useless. i know you're someone whom i can count on. whenever i have problems i know you'll be there for me no matter what. and whenever i encounter problems, the first one in my mind would be you. but i don't want to bother you with all those problems i'm having. you have your own life and i can't possibly be bugging you everyday. even if you don't mind, i mind. don't feel useless when you read my blog, cos the problem lies with me. i have no idea why i'm like this too. i feel so stupid i feel so guilty i feel so awful when you're sad. so don't be, please. i feel like some shit seeing you brooding over me. don't be. don't make me feel even more shitty. give me some time, for me to find back that old koko. MM!
