i've always think that god is very fair to everyone on earth.

some people, they are clever. but they don have the face. they don have the body.

some people, they are clever, they have the face, the have the body. but, they don have good interpersonal skills. and thus they're lonely and boring.

some people, they are clever, they've got looks and body, and they behaved like they know the whole world. but, they might be feeling empty inside.

some people, they are not clever. they don have IQ. but they have got a nice face and a hot body.

some people, they are not clever. they don have the looks nor nice figure. but they've got a bunch of soul-mates whom she/he can confide to.

some people, they are rich. they have everything that money can buy. but they can't seem to have things that money can't buy.

some people, they are poor. they even have to worry about their next dinner. but who knows, they might be happier than those richy people.

i've got a lot of things that i want/wish to do.

i want to cycle, despite the fact that i can only cycle on bicycles with four wheels.

i want to go to the beach and feel the sun.

i want to swim freely in the pool without having to struggle, gasping for air.

i want to bring a basket, wearing a flowery skirt and a straw hat for picnic.

i want to go kbox because i've never been there and i want to sing my lungs out like i'm having my own concert.

i want to adopt a puppy so that i can talk to him/her when i'm feeling down.

i want to invent a robot that can help to tidy up my room and fold my blanket everyday for me.

i want to know how to bake cakes and cookies and muffins and brownies.

i want to get toned/slim/thin so i can wear those ten dollar tees selling at far east.

i want to see the sunrise and sunset even though people told me i can't see it at pasir ris park.

i want my hair to grow longer so i can swing my hair like those people who've got looong hair.

i want to become fairer/whiter. even if it's so scary that people thought i'm a ghost. i don't mind.

i want a clear and pimple/acne free complexion.

i want to meet this someone from the outer space.

this someone who is friendly and greets you with his/her fingers. but i don't wanna meet ET please.

this someone who is a joker, so he/she can makes me laugh whenever i want.

this someone who can teach me how to swim and cycle.

this someone who is willling to buy me food when i feel like eating.

this someone who will listen to me without opening his/her ears.

this someone who sleeps after i sleep, and wakes up before i do.

this someone who likes to eat veggies and not meat.

this someone who can jumps very high and pose in the photo.

this someone who can't speak english properly.

this someone whose name changes everyday.

this someone who is very tall so he/she can take things that i couldn't reach.

this someone who would say "you're so cute and pretty and i love you to bits and pieces" just to make me happy, even though nothing he/she said is true.

this someone who would go to the toilet with me and keep all the ghost in a bottle because i'm scared of ghost.

this someone who would talk to me during bathing to stop me from thinking about ghost.

this someone who would go crazy together with me as both of us get high.

this someone who would count sheeps with me in the day instead of the night.

this someone who would take care of me when i'm drunk, so not to let me do stupid things.

this someone who would paint/trim my nails and makes me happy.

this someone who would cry with me and wipe my tears with a sponge when i feel like crying.

this someone who would puke together with me when eating creamy pasta.

this someone who enjoys long bus journey until his/her ass aches.

this someone who likes to eat parsley even though it's smelly.

this someone who knows how to play the guitar the piano and the cello but not knowing how to read the bass and treble clef.

this someone who knows how to drive without the steering wheel.

this someone who plays "ohm ohm" in the middle of the road in the middle of the night.

this someone who thinks that it's possible to cycle from singapore to venice.

this someone who believes that everything is not everything.

this someone who has a halo on top of his/her head.

do such person exist?

even if it does, i wouldn't want to meet him/her.

i don't know why too.

but, i'm feeling so happy today. (((: