now playing - luo zhi xiang's xiao chou yu. this song gonna make you cry like a clown fish man. ):one week just passes like that. submitted those projects/presentations that are needed to be submitted. many many projects. to put it nicer, we have two weeks of holiday. but it isn't true at all! with four projects due when school reopens, what kind of holiday is this? yeah i can feel the stress level. ))):
and today i woke up at six in the morning, thinking that there's security & surveillance lab. after that i sms-ed dawn to see if she has woken up because i was told to call her lest that she overslept. lucky i sms-ed her. if not i would have gone to school like some gooon doooo. because there is NO LAB! ! ! imagine if i reached school at eight and sat inside the lab like some zombie. HA! after that was some fdm meeting. i shouldn't say much about that cos it was nothing pleasant. (((:
u-theatre teacher told us to observe people. during bus rides, eating, walking, almost anytime when you are not occupied. haha! it's not something hard for me because one of my past times is to observe people. after my loooong experience(HAHA), i realised many different kinds of people exist in this world. hao ren. huai ren. hao+huai ren. jian ren. shan liang de ren. ba po. ba gong. xiao xin yan de ren. blur blur gong gong de ren. tian zhen wu xie de ren. just what kind of person am i, i wonder. in the eyes of other people, am i a good person? or am i a kind of person people will siam when they see me? i've heard people saying i'm blur and gong. sometimes i feel that being blur at times is a bliss. you would be oblivion to those things happen around you. you wouldn't need to understand why some things happen, or why some people did this or did that. my mummy always tell me it doesn't matter if people take advantage of you or you get bullied. because heaven is always fair. those who are bad will get their deserts. don't always try to get benefits out of people. the more you give, the more you will receive. if you just keep on receiving from people and not giving, what's the use?
my mummy used to tell me this story.
one day god asked this two person what they want to be in their next life after they die. would they choose to take, or would they choose to give. person A choose to give and person B choose to take. when they are reincarnated, person A is a millionaire while person B becomes a beggar. so next time when you want to get benefit from others, think twice. do you want to be a millionaire who has got lots to give? or you want to be that beggar who keeps taking from others. the choice is yours.
"gong gong jiak ti gong" - thats what my mom always tell me. so all along i just kept quiet when people treat me like some dirt. but people do have limit, just like the volcano. sometime someday, it will erupt. never push your luck too far. i remember mummy telling me i shouldn't talk bad about people because if we do so, we are not being civilized and talking bad about people is not a good thing that we should do. i remember my sister telling me i shouldn't bad-mouth people because what comes around goes around. here you are bad-mouthing people, people may just stab you behind your back. she calls this retribution. but i don't give a damn because i need to vent my anger and frustrations. when a group of people gets together, talking about someone you don't like, you would realised many people think the same way as you do.
after watching the "you are the one" on channel U, i'm into saxophone. i still remember last time at prison when ang need to carry her big big baritone sax to school. guys who play musical instruments are so cool and they exude a sense of duno what which is so attractive. guys who play the saxophone are sexy. those who plays the electric guitar is man. those who plays the piano are handsome. but i find that guys who play the violin are so ... so wrong. imagine a HUGE person playing such a small instrument. don't you find it a bit weird?
term test coming. mugging period is here, again.
