yucks! 22 is such a huge number. HUGE. ENORMOUS. GIGANTIC. and i even ate ice-cream waffle with xiaowei and shirley at gelare today. so sad tomorrow is wednesday. it's a loooooong day. urgh cds~ i realised there's nothing i can dislike about my life now. i'm happy with what i have now. like this, it's enough.
but after hearing what he told me, i'm feeling so lousy today. very lousy. we were once so close. you knew me inside out. flipping the book and read through those things that you wrote to me. i'm so depressed. i didn't expect and want things to turn out this way. things and our friendship can't get back to what it's like in the past. it's the end for the two of us. no more hoping for more. & am i really that hard to get along? thousand things running through my mind.