"Teaching as a Career"
me went to the fair at suntec with xiaowei and shirley. so many choices to choose from. nope nope. i doesn't have enough qualifications to even choose. i'm really really interested in maths and civil engineering. but i knew deep down inside, thats not where my passion lies. it's really really hard and difficult to make a decision. i wouldn't want to repeat the same mistake, getting into a course with nothing in mind what i'm actually studying and what kind of career i'm out for by having that diploma. i'm not saying my diploma is not good, just that it's to wide and too vague. it seems to be able to fit into every type of jobs, but actually it doesn't really fit that well. oh well forget it if i'm not making any sense here.
if i were to do teaching, i would need to further my studies at get a degree before going out. but what if until then then i realise this path isn't right and suitable for me? i kept thinking about it every night as the days of graduation get nearer. very irritating you know. ):
anyway going to chinatown with xiaowei and shirley later. hope i can find some cny qi fen there. i'm starting to dread about cny. i don't feel like celebrating it. somemore it clash with vday. what a day. i hope i can stay at home and eat and munch on all the cny goodies and watch tv programmes lined up by mediacorp.
